Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
If I make a major mistake that my parents cannot tolerate, will they ever forgive me? At the rate things are going, I don't think so. Not that I've done anything wrong... I was just wondering. Hmm.. It's just I do not have the gift of the gab. If my parents get angry with me, 1) they will not stop to ask me, they will just start interrogating me. 2) They will start screaming at me.
I'm so sorry that I can't accept the fact that my parents dont treat me normally. I'm the rebellious, irritating child who can never satisfy her parents. I'm sorry that I cant control my nerves and temper when they scold me. I'm sorry that I'm crying uncontrollably for no reason right now.. I'm sorry that I hate myself right now. I'm sorry I''m not perfect. I'm sorry that my best is not good enough.
The End
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