Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Friday, February 08, 2008
Wow, just realised that it's been a way long time since I blogged last and I don't seem to have missed much. It's funny how my life has had a total paradigm shift in a matter of a month. What's even more scary is how fast this month has passed without me realising it~
I do miss rg (GROSS understatement) but RJ is a new environment and I really have learnt that there are other ways to have fun! There are awkward and silent moments where I am completely lost as to what to do and there are other complications as well but surprisingly, I am learning to get used to this life.
That said, it doesn't mean that RJ does not come with its own share of problems:
#1- I don't understand why some people have this innate urge to fight despite the serene calmness and feel-good feeling that peace inevitably offers. Haiz, in peixian's good friend's words: LIFE DAMN TOUGH, DEAL WITH IT! :):):):):)
(peixian, dont kill me!)#2- My tutors are mostly irreversibly and irredeemably bad but there are a few beacons of hope, whom I highly depend on. Oh, did I mention that I kinda like the lecture-tutorial system? Strangely, I seem to learn better.. :?
#3- I sincerely wish certain things didn't happen the way they did. Shall not elaborate further.
#4- I TERRIBLY MISS RG INDIAN DANCE! Despite our fair share of interesting (yeah, I shall maintain at that) personalities, we truly had fun and rocked our world! sadly, IND is very very very different in RJ but I hope it gets better as it goes..
My wild willdefinitelycometrue prediction for a friend:Life is gonna get better and things will get patched up eventually. Old wounds will heal (I happen to know something that's therapeutic! ><). So, SMILE, cheer up and don't worry so much, can? Dunno what I would do without you to talk to as well so no matter what happens, you know you always have a friend (ME!) to talk to/cry to/laugh/ or even tease/be teased by! :)Oh! Did I mention? LOST SEASON 4 is looking great and I am gonna love it as ever! You may call my S2-1st half of 3 love as unconditional but this season is gonna ROCK and I say that very much objectively.
The End
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