Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Thursday, March 27, 2008
I am really happy! As in not just happy, happy but I PERSONIFY happiness kind of happy! All I can say is, China, HERE I (and Sara and Jasmine and Ming Yue and Ying Ching and Linlin and whole lot of other people) COME!!
I was kinda sad that the LTTR people in ISLE are going to go to India but after much thinking, I realise that I really do want to go a different country and experience new cultures whilst trying to do true service. In fact, it has been my dream for a long time ( I suppose that EL living in grass huts in Phillipines could have played a part) to do something interesting yet meaningful in my life after turning seventeen. It was supposed to be donating blood but I am not heavy enough to be able to donate blood (you've to be 45/48 kg I think)! I was just thinking about that and I am indeed very delighted to know that an opportunity has presented itself to me! :) Of course, it shouldn't stop there, especially if, no, when I plan to carry on with one of my aspirations before/after getting a degree in archeology/anthropology/paleontology. If Hugh Laurie can do it, so can I.
Anyway, this day was a great one, with great results for my Microscopy and not too bad results for econs. I realised that I actually passed econs without studying that much and failed chem after much mugging. Which says a LOT about my academic capabilities.
Oh oh, digression, I am highly puzzled and kind of disgusted by some people and what they do (namely, how they express themselves online.. ><)
Okay, I should not be judgmental but, well, too bad.
I have to figure a way to look and be less tired all the time. Pei Xian
concurs that I look like I perpetually have
eye bags despite having insurmountable amounts of sleep. SIGH, blame it on my genes
lah.
Haha,
both of us got reminded of that
Facebook group which goes something like "Yes, I am an
RGS girl and my greatest features are my
eyebags. Funny that Sara and I sleep much more and we are the ones with eye bags.
AHHHHH.
Needhana from
Saadhu Mirandal is stuck in my head and I absolutely love that song! I shan't even try to memorise the lyrics so that I can like it for a longer time!
Ok, I don't even care whether that made any sense. BUT YES.
Sigh, bio membranes tutorial beckons me (
Bhuvan, don't you start!) so I shall go away and attempt doing it without sleeping and dying.
The End
7:08 pm