Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Thursday, October 02, 2008
I feel so horrible, I am really sorry for having made you feel this way. I have never cried this bad in a long while so it feels alien and strange today. I can't believe that I could have caused that much hurt and sorrow in anyone. It's all my fault and I am really really sorry! :(
I cannot believe this keeps happening over and over again even though I never intend for it to happen. I suppose it's a character flaw. I am not much of the send-an-sms-everyday or call-you-just-to-talk kind of person. I hate that I made you cry and feel that I am entirely responsible for it. I will make more of an effort, definitely will. I dunno why this keeps happening, and how I wish it didn't. I want to say a lot of things but I don't know how to phrase it. I guess I just need to talk to you and make things right. I love you, friend and always will, please don't think any other way. I have other friends who matter to me too, but that does not mean you matter any less, please understand that.
Hope you forgive me.
The End
10:44 pm
