Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Saturday, December 13, 2008
Ahh, what this
genius told me about a wek ago is hitting me NOW NOW NOW. I can feel it in my veins, waiting to explode! Despite the little inklings of positivity in me, I am dreading how my life is going to be after that life-changing event next year. Dear God, help me through this please.
Back to Tampines mall yesterday, I really felt like I was being choked, I dunno why. The crowds, the jostling human beings (rushing past us, hitting us like nobody's business) and the big number of spoilt, Christmas present-demanding children really put me off, I felt dizzy there. In Lijiang, the crowds were pleasant and there never was a mad rush for anything. Thinking about the time we were talking aout ideal places to live in, I remember saying I like the town sort of lifestyle, and I agree vehemently! Farm, no. Village, no. Countryside, no. Ulu, no. Forest/ jungle, no. Bustling city, depending. Singapore, currently Tampines mall gives me the creeps. Gosh, what's happening to me? I need a psychoanalyst to explain my reaction at Tampines mall!
Talking to Pei Xian online for the past few days is damn fun (can anyone be crazy enough to send a Gossip Girl episode over MSN, despite the fact that the person receiving it had absolutely no interest in watching it? :P) Haha, I was rolling over with what happened at the gym! :D
Haha, Bhuvan, spending time with you at City Hall was so fun but I can't believe we couldn't finish our updating in the least bit! This calls for another meet-up man! :D
Ah, China was really awesome. How else can you explain the fact that I was super sick before the trip, miraculously got cured when I got there (trust me, nothing to do with adrenaline rush) for its entire duration and then I go back to being sick (same nostril affected again) in Singapore. Sigh.
The End
7:37 pm
