Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Friday, December 04, 2009
ah why am I posting at 6am? I also dunno :D Yesterday's bio paper was okay after which new moon sucked (thank Goodness I had peixian to be cynical with and laugh at all the crappy stuff and robert pattinson's constipated acting). The scene with bella falling in the woods was so darn excruciatingly long that both px and I couldn't contain ourselves haha. Plus they should have fastforwarded the movie by 1.5 times so that the dialogue again, was not excruciatingly slow.
FAREWELL! ahh, I felt so sad when vaish started crying. It just only hit me in the head about how life after prom was going to be like. Well, I just hope that the friendships I forged this year with this seriously amazingly crazily awesome bunch of people never fades away like all my old friendships from kindergarten and primary school and remains to be meaningful and nice. Like sorn's video, which cca can possibly survive on milo, kitkat and charades plus our company alone? (: Thank God no one reads this blog, so is it my fault that I cannot be close to someone with whom I have lost my common grounds? All my friendships with people normally die off after we lose touch..
Anyway, our juniors were such darlings to have planned such sweet stuff. Haha which juniors think up of a gazillion dares and some 'dare wheel'? They are so damn creative and fun (throw pillows at vaish was a really fun activity! :D) that I am so proud of them and far far they have come since the start of this year. OHHH THE DANCE-CRAZY-INTERPRET-FROM-THE-NAME-OF-THE-STEPS activity was so interesting and cool (kinda like lost with its flashbacks :P).When rash was having her moment during talk session, I just couldn't stop smiling, cos' it was such a nice way to putting all my thoughts and feelings towards dance in a concise and sweet way! It's like this smiling on the inside-heartwarmed-i am melting like nobody's business feeling. What a great day!
Haha and joining px and sara again after farewell for dinner so was hilarious and tiring. Since Sara tops my fickle-mindedness by a hundred million times, I am quite relieved since I thought I sucked at picking things (sorry sara!). Poor xian, how did you tahan it, I think she and serene will die when they come shopping with sara and me since we both find it so hard to pick something :D Woah I am soo tired physically but I myself am super alert (cannot sleep) so when I get to bhuvan's house today, I will probably sleep while everyone else is busy staring at the mirror for hours haha.
OH I HAVE to document my pre-bio mcq nightmare since it was so strange! We were all sitting in a bus to write our A levels when divya was sitting next to me, vivien teo behind me and suren in front of me. For some strange reason, our errata booklet had twenty questions in it with three sections, errata for UK, Singapore and some unknown country. So I happpily did all the UK questions and realised I had half the time to do the correct paper and when I started, I couldn't do a single question! Then suren kept asking for more foolscap paper and I was like huh whyyyy? divya loudly starting screaming about something being wrong about question 4 and the invigilator couldn't be bothered and everyone around her was like "CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC" is hushed tones. And since I couldnt do a single question, I just immediately shaded C for 4 without even reading the question properly. viven just did her paper so fast and started sleeping. I think its my most vivid dream, with such a weird mix of people, don't you think, Blog? Gosh, I have been reduced to talking to my blog for company. How pathetically sad. Felt so darn disturbed after it, couldnt even sleep sigh. And this is happening again today, why ah?
ooh as a side note, Sherlock Holmes looks so good! RDJ, bless him looks unbelievably good as the classic detective which was pretty unexpected. hope it is good. how in the world can new moon top the dark knight in sales? my apocalypse is coming soon after all yucks.
The End
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