Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Saturday, February 27, 2010
I realise I have always lived my life in fractions. Like dawning upon me that
"Oh my, 9/12 of my JC life is over, what in the world am I going to do to buck up?" or
"2/3 of my journey back home is done can I get home by 6?" and of course
"30/40 chem mcqs are done, ugh can this be over already??"
So till now I always knew my end-point and could roughly estimate where in the timeline I figured in. Now with results coming back dangerously soon, there is this huge amount of uncertainty where I cannot figure that, and its feels like I am caught in this indefinite swirl where I have no idea as to where I will end up, Singapore or Australia. Is asking for all As too much when I know I worked my ass off for those exams? Well, let's see how it all turns out hmm.
Haha I cannot believe I will be privvy to my results this time next week. Makes me feel a bit nauseated actually, that and the constant flow of Ferrero Rochers in my office because my colleague's got a new grandchild.
On that note, thank you airindia for finally making me feel belonged! This new guy came on friday who kept asking me what to do so it felt awesome to be telling someone what to do after a month of pathetically asking everyone around me about what to do! :D
The End
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