Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010
It's such a strange song (I get the feeling the singer sounds psychotic to me) but I seem to connect to it on a really, really weird way. And I love Bones for introing it to me(:
Where is the middle, is the middle of your mind
is it the place where you stop, where you just stop trying
Call out the dogs and let them have a sniff
They might catch a little scent before you just forget it
Losing your head is such a common theme
All your brains are falling out, falling out the open seams
Where is the heart, is the heart of the matter?
I will empty out my skull of all this useless chatter
I want an empty head, I want to go to bed
For a long long long time
I want to fall behind I want to get in line
For a long long long time
What's in the name if it's a name you can't remember
You thought you had it down, but then you ran back to the center
What's in a word if that word has lost its meaning?
If you say it all the time a dirty word will get its cleaning
Where is the end is the edge of understanding
I might think its over rated i cant take the line expanding
Give me a push a little push in one direction
I might need a little help with my own interconnection
My life is running parallel to this song.
I feel horrible for venting to Vaish and I think what's going on in my mind is like a storm in a teacup, I seem to be blowing things out of proportion. Maybe it's the job, maybe it's this new sense of purpose accompanied by a heightened sense of procrastination in me, maybe its this incessant coughing, I am turning somewhat crazy.
Every small event in my life seem to go through a magnifying glass, like how meeting linlin in the train made me flash through secondary school life, some really bittersweet moments I want to expunge out of my system but at the same time reminded of the awesome times at ISLE. I seem to overthink everything, EVERYTHING. Haha, maybe an idle mind (my brain hasn't really functioned much since A levels :D) is indeed the devil's workshop.
Zomg, I am going to have a meltdown very soon mannn at the rate things are going. I think what priyanka said is soo true! Thank you for rationalising things for me woman!:D
The End
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