Introduction
Speak not, lie hidden, and conceal
the way you dream, the things you feel.
Deep in your spirit let them rise
akin to stars in crystal skies
that set before the night is blurred:
delight in them and speak no word.
How can a heart expression find?
How should another know your mind?
Will he discern what quickens you?
A thought once uttered is untrue.
Dimmed is the fountainhead when stirred:
drink at the source and speak no word.
Live in your inner self alone
within your soul a world has grown,
the magic of veiled thoughts that might
be blinded by the outer light,
drowned in the noise of day, unheard...
take in their song and speak no word.
Me
I am
-Madhu-
Age of
-89-
Loves
-Ancient history, anthropology, dinosaurs, cryptozoology, serial killers, neurofibromatosis, LOST!, Bones, How I met Your Mother, The Nanny, Monk etc-
Hates
-Not having a job and being a slob-
Dreams
-No space to put them all in-
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Monday, March 22, 2010
Woo hoo! I finally found my PW cert after looking for so long! Of course, the great thing about turning my room upside down was that along with it, I found my ISLE cert, RGS some random award cert, official O level cert (the laminated one), my HSSRP cert and my Prison work attachment cert:D I love love finding things, makes the search worthwhile(:
And today's fervour in completing applications (more like sudden readiness and enthusiasm after weeks of unending procrastination :D) has made me complete a whole lot of stuff so that I have a bit less than a whole lot of stuff yet to be completed. Looking forward to an entire week filled with travelling, scanning, photocopying and more essay-writing and of course, researching. Yay. :(
Loved just getting out of the house for family stuff after soo long and eating durians! AWESOMENESS:D
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11:54 pm
I feel truly disgusted and revulsed by the work ethics of a person. Never have I felt so strongly against anyones' work in our office before. Having worked here for a month and a half, I have come to understand that no matter what my instructions are, my first and foremost duty is to attend to the needs of a passenger. While most of my colleagues share this feeling, it is strange that our head has no such sense. I find it peculiar that she complains about the sheer number of complaints on our company when she is responsible for many of them in the first place.
HOW IN THE WORLD CAN SOMEONE TELL AN AMERICAN PASSENGER TO GET HIS REFUND FROM THE U.S OFFICE (when his travel is to from Singapore to Chennai)? What does that say about the Singaporean office? I really admire the poor man who had to listen to her entire nonsense and still had the courtesy of thanking her before leaving the office. Makes him a better person than she will probably ever be. For someone who wanted this job so much and pulled so many strings to get it, she really doesn't seem to want to help anyone out.
It's even more outraging that when Latha tried to make an improvement, she was told not to do it! I think what makes a leader outstanding is what he/she does in a time of crisis, personal or public. Our 'leader' who is undergoing immense physical pain from her fall and back pain (personal) and an indecent number of constant complaints (company) responds by whining to us trainee staff and making us do all her dirty work. Which makes her the most atrocious form of management head ever. It would make much more sense for her to treat passengers nicely than to spend more of her breath complaining to us about much pending work she has.
Secondly, if all she did was delegate work without doing anything herself, what makes her different from any figure head? She wants us to be at her beck and call despite making us all simultaneously hate her. I cannot work with a person who has no sense of duty or personal space. YUCK YUCK YUCK, I felt so utterly disgusted, I felt both sick and dirty.
Funny thing is, she is smart and cunning. She probably knows that this company is the ONLY place someone like her can actually rise to such a position without being sacked.
Sorry to anyone who's reading this for making you read through my venting. At least everything else that happened was awesome, from the awesomeness of yesterday (:D :D :D :D :D) and the shortlisting today (hope for the best!(: )
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6:49 pm
